Lost in my own mind

Fucking bored

2009-06-11T15:04:16Z

Ugh. I really hate my uterus.
Fucking period. I should have believed everyone when they said "Oh you are so lucky you don't have it yet."

They were right. Hurts like a mother fucker right now. I'm about to rip my pillow to shreds with my teeth.

Anywho on other subjects.... Tom hasn't been on. He hasn't said a word to me since last month.
I can't wait to see him. It's been almost 4 years since we started dating. I am so hoping that he proposes soon. I love him with all my heart and I can't wait to be Brittany Fisher.

Then we will be having kids sooner than we know it. Hahahaha. I can't wait.
I really can't. My mom says she can't wait for me to have kids either XD

Starting a new fan fic

2008-09-04T20:07:04Z

I am starting up another fan fic and when I woke up this morning I had and Idea for a good emotional starter . So without further Ado here it is.

Intro.

Randal Layed on his bed flipping the channels on the Television.
"Why is it that there is never anything to watch on this fucking T.V.?"
Elias Peeped his head through and Randal looked at him. Elias'
eyes were red and puffy it looked like he had been up all night crying.
Randal squinted his eyes at Elias in confusion.
"What the hell happened to you?" Randal asked.
Elias stepped into the room and closed the door behind him.
"Hi Randal."
"What the Fucks going on?"
"well." Elias walked over and sat on the edge of Randal's bed. "Something happened."
"What? You're starting to creep me out dude."
"It's Dante..."
Randal Stared at Elias with wide eyes.
"what happened?" Randal said in an angry tone.
"Randal......I'm so sorry....He.."
Randal jumped out of bed and stood in front of Elias.
"Stop joking around Elias, it isn't Fucking funny."
"I'm not joking around..........A man driving a mail truck took him out...He's dead Randal...."
Randal's eyes welled up with tears as he stared at Elias in horror.
"Get......The fuck out."
"But Randal."
"GET THE FUCK OUT NOW!"
Elias quickly left Randal's Room, While Randal picked up a picture of him and Dante and smashed
it against the wall leaving shattered bits of glass on the floor.

To be continued....
Please comment and tell me what you think.

Writer's Block: Sick Day

2008-03-31T12:31:28Z

What is your favorite thing about being sick?

View 500 Answers

Sleeping, drinking oranje gatorade and eating chicken and stars soup, but I hate being sick!
I just got back from being sick. I was sick for a week! here I am back at school and I am
wearing heels a really bad choice and now i am having a dizzy spell
and its all thanks to being sick!

Friends only

2008-03-18T12:54:30Z

From here on in, I want to state that my journal is a friends only journal

Banner provided by:

A new Story

2008-02-25T13:59:45Z

Note about story: Becky and Dante did hook up at mooby's, becky never got pregnant pregnant, but Dante and Randal did re open the quick stop, where becky and Elias now works.

Ch. 1

"well, well. If it isn't Randal Fucking graves" Becky had been waiting
for Randal to show up at the quick stop for 3 hours.

"where the hell were you? You're 3 hours late, I had to deal with customers that ask the most stupid ass questions I've ever heard."

Randal couldn't help but smirk, "Told ya that after being here long enough, you would hate the fucking customers."
Becky rolled her eyes in annoyance.

"So back to my original question. Where were you?"

"Go-karts with Dante" Randal Replied

"oh yeah, today was his day off. I forgot."

"You Forgot?!? Why? Too busy thinking of me weren't ya? I hope you don't have a crush on me." Randal smiled

"Yeah Right Graves. Who would ever in their right mind have a fucking crush on you?"

What Do You Have To Say? - My Guilty Pleasure

2008-01-03T14:22:35Z

What's your guilty pleasure?

Brought to you by HP

View 405 Answers

wow several:

Cheesecake with rasberry or cherry drizzle mmmmmmmm....... oh sorry lol
singing in the shower lol
walking in the rain at summertime
falling in love with someone who already has a gf..............
romantic novels and the twilight books by stephanie meyer

icons

2007-12-20T13:48:02Z

here are the rest of my icons

madagascar (2)

sailor moon (6)

Nightmare Before Christmas (1)

Final Destination 3 (1)

Without A Paddle (1)

High School musical 2 (1)

Make sure that If you take any, Credit TornBabyB. Thanks and enjoy!!!

What Do You Have To Say? - Dear Santa

2007-12-18T13:34:48Z

What's on your list for Santa this year?

Brought to you by HP

View 335 Answers

A sony cam corder, recording discs
voice recorder- EVP
an EMF detector
a new ipod nano- blue
and a car ^_~

other than that, I dont need anything else but my family for christmas.

What Do You Have To Say? - What A Character

2007-12-14T18:54:59Z

Write about a literary character who changed you in some way.

Brought to you by HP

View 210 Answers

well its more than 1 character.

ok lets see, they are : Sailor moon, Ichigo, Bella swan and edward cullens.
Sailor moon: taught me to defend for justice.
Ichigo taught me the same and that you should be truthful to theones you love.
Bella and edward taught me that the outside doesnt matter, love someone for who they are.
So what if Edward is a vampire?!? Heck, i'd date him.

What Do You Have To Say? - I'll Never Forget This Birthday

2007-12-05T13:34:33Z

Write about your best (or worst) birthday.

Brought to you by HP

View 292 Answers

My best birthday was my sweet 16th 2 years ago. We rented the town fire house and hired an awsome DJ. There was enough room to dance and I tied a bunch of baloons to my lower back which made me look like a peacock and I went around singing "im comming out" Like the guy did from the movie "Boat Trip" Me and my friends were all dancing to "my humps" and laughing about the older people hearing it. lol.

That birthday is also when I got my nintendo DS. It was the best birthday ever.

Writer's Block: Public Transit Nightmare

2007-11-28T13:31:47Z

What has been your worst experience on public transit?

Submitted By insomniac_krys

View 500 Answers

Omg, 5th grade, My class was on the way to see the play Anne Frank. There was snow everywhere. The driver pulled over to let some cars pass and we got stuck in the snow. Next thing we know, the bus is tipping and kids are piling up on the other side to keep it level but its no use. Finaly another bus came and we emergency exited the bus to safety. That still haunts my dreams and I'm 18.

Writer's Block: Warning:

2007-11-27T13:30:50Z

If you came with a warning label, what would it say?

View 501 Answers

Caution: may be older than I appear